The fear you feel about others reading and judging your work is real. It can be a debilitating fear that shuts you down and keeps you from writing. Here are some tips on how to deal with it from Joanna Penn.
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https://www.thecreativepenn.com/2018/04/18/writing-and-the-fear-of-judgment/
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